Okay so I know it has been a while.. here are my Adventures. I am going to start way back


LAGOON!!

I have not posted anything for a very long time, and I have some awesome things that have happened... I had a great birthday party, which I don't have pictures for yet. and I started a new job! I am working at a phone book directory company in the proofing department changing codes right now looking to start a different job with new responsibilities soon! I am getting my patriarchal blessing in like six weeks and I am so nervous I want to be prepared! I wish I felt worthy.. not that I have done anything bad I just have a hard time believing I am ever good enough for Heavenly Fathers Blessing... any who there is a little bit of an update I will try and post more often.

so it has been a while since I went on a date....... I am not really that great at first impressions so everything is awkward... The reason I am divulging this is because I went out with tis guy Matt last night totally fun but I am still a spaz . I went through this inflatable maze thing and almost lost my pants, tripped as I opened the door to greet him, akward silent moments..... AHHHHHH.I am wondering when that awkward dating phase ends????? any insight would be greatly appreciated!
Signed
Hopeless at Dating

You Belong in 1983

Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day.

So I have never done anything like this ever..... but I am going to walk a 5K as a fundraiser to help Prevent Suicide. I felt very good when I made the decision a friend of mine recently tried to Commit Suicide and I think people need to be aware that there are programs like The American Foundation for Suicide Prevention if they are feeling like they have no other option. my Father decided there was no other way out and left his son Preston and a daughter(Me) who was very adamant about finding her father who missed him by 2 weeks... I couldn't believe the horrible luck I had and thinking about everyone he left behind just feels like such a tragedy. My hope is the more people that understand the better so here is a link if you want to hear a little about what I am doing.

http://afsp.donordrive.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=donorDrive.participant&eventID=606&participantID=18846

Today I learned a very Valuable Lesson! I have always been the type of person to bend over backwards for people in hopes that if I ever needed anything in return they would do the same for me. I have realized lately that there are some people that I do this for that are never going to reciprocate and sometimes will take advantage of my niceness. I have now turned to the determination that these people suck me of the little energy I have and take my focus from what is important to me at the time. this new epiphany has made me sad but at the same time freed I feel more grown up all at the same time
Lots of love to those I know would help me if I needed it
Love Sasha

Make a Smilebox scrapbook

So I decided I hate moving....However there is something exhilarating about a new place and a new room that makes me feel like I have a fresh start with life and I don't mind so much... I have a New Layout for my bed dresser and Desk and I have a bigger closet!!! sounds so silly I know but I am way excited about it! I love my Ward and all the girls that live around me! I have recently decided that I am okay with being me and I find that completely freeing! well I am new to this whole blogging thing but I am excited to get into it and I hope I get better and better!