so it has been a while since I went on a date....... I am not really that great at first impressions so everything is awkward... The reason I am divulging this is because I went out with tis guy Matt last night totally fun but I am still a spaz . I went through this inflatable maze thing and almost lost my pants, tripped as I opened the door to greet him, akward silent moments..... AHHHHHH.I am wondering when that awkward dating phase ends????? any insight would be greatly appreciated!
Hopeless at Dating

You Belong in 1983

Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day.

So I have never done anything like this ever..... but I am going to walk a 5K as a fundraiser to help Prevent Suicide. I felt very good when I made the decision a friend of mine recently tried to Commit Suicide and I think people need to be aware that there are programs like The American Foundation for Suicide Prevention if they are feeling like they have no other option. my Father decided there was no other way out and left his son Preston and a daughter(Me) who was very adamant about finding her father who missed him by 2 weeks... I couldn't believe the horrible luck I had and thinking about everyone he left behind just feels like such a tragedy. My hope is the more people that understand the better so here is a link if you want to hear a little about what I am doing.

Today I learned a very Valuable Lesson! I have always been the type of person to bend over backwards for people in hopes that if I ever needed anything in return they would do the same for me. I have realized lately that there are some people that I do this for that are never going to reciprocate and sometimes will take advantage of my niceness. I have now turned to the determination that these people suck me of the little energy I have and take my focus from what is important to me at the time. this new epiphany has made me sad but at the same time freed I feel more grown up all at the same time
Lots of love to those I know would help me if I needed it
Love Sasha
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