I have not posted anything for a very long time, and I have some awesome things that have happened... I had a great birthday party, which I don't have pictures for yet. and I started a new job! I am working at a phone book directory company in the proofing department changing codes right now looking to start a different job with new responsibilities soon! I am getting my patriarchal blessing in like six weeks and I am so nervous I want to be prepared! I wish I felt worthy.. not that I have done anything bad I just have a hard time believing I am ever good enough for Heavenly Fathers Blessing... any who there is a little bit of an update I will try and post more often.
I love you sweety! You are awesome. Keep up the great work.
I'm so excited for you. It's really a great step.
(hugs)
As for the feeling worthy part, have you read Believing Christ by Stephen E. Robinson? It's very very very good. I reread it whenever I get into one of those depressed ruts and start thinking that sort of thing.
You're a wonderful person, and He loves you and I totally believe He is just as excited (if not more) than you are.
Oh, and just in case you haven't, this is the forum talk he did that he based his book on
http://speeches.byu.edu/reader/reader.php?id=7054